lmb_words_poetry_fed up

i'm fed up
with being the protector
of the weak and insecure
just because i'm one of them
i'm fed up
with being the good guy
the reliable, the calm one
who always has a helping hand
for anyone
i'm fed up
with being unable to say no
to the ones who abuse me
without feeling guilty
i'm fed up
with being the good one
the friendly and calm
when i only want to scream
i'm fed up
with being who i am
who i obviously am destined to be
the lonely eremit on the mountain
the fool on the hill
i'm fed up
with being
me