lmb_words_poetry_i don't think you exist

i don't think you exist
outside my imagination
or my wishes
i don't think you existed
when i needed you most
when i would have done anything
just to find you
i don't think you can exist
the way i want you to be
the way i'd like you to be
i don't think
anymore
that the person
that the personification
of all i hope for
that the concept
that the conception
of truth, love and happiness
can escape my mind
and exist